Ego for an Avatar

  Past aside. Vernal procession still a horizon away. Mouth full of questions where used to be curses like shattered glass. Polarity opposing. Pupils dilated to let in this black and purple sky. Firmament covered in bruises, inflicting the desire to trade an ego for an avatar. Hands reach up to feel facial features worn … Continue reading Ego for an Avatar

High Wire

  High wire. Up above the heads of circus-kind. Acrobats and flying trapeze, life on the line. The feeling of falling is replaced by the thrill of flight. Up on the high wire, one line left of life. Posture straight and eyes ahead. All eyes on life and death. Balance wavers as the mind wanders. … Continue reading High Wire

These Hands

  Words are only words. I need to reach out with my hands and tell you, show you what I mean. After all, aren’t we engaged in more than just communication? Building reality occasionally means you must pick up a hammer and nails. The pen can write a song, can inspire the heart of nations, … Continue reading These Hands

Straight Flush

  Tune out. Placing myself somewhere else. I cannot dwell here, in Hell, Dear. Playing the hand I was dealt. Waited a long time for this world to show its cards. Made a few bad plays. It didn’t have to be this hard. Now, I am stepping out on the game. Take the pot and … Continue reading Straight Flush

ReBlog Wednesday – “Uranium”

We change. What we were is subsumed by our present being and the thing we are is not the thing we will become. We are transitory creatures, evolving, dying, and being born again, day after day throughout our lives. We can grow to become strong and benevolent, or we can wither and writhe under the … Continue reading ReBlog Wednesday – “Uranium”

Interference World

  It becomes hard to hear yourself above the constant hum. Brain wavelengths, static of a distant drum beathing an infectious tune into the spaces where we used to commune with the natural. An interference world becomes a barrier to our calling. Just video of trees, muted to ignore the falling. Step onto the ground … Continue reading Interference World

Inextricable You

  Inextricable you, me, and everything. Not much separation even now. How hard is it going to be when it’s time to part? Or will we slide out easily? So homogenous, that when someone disappears another takes their place and we don’t even notice. Just another one of us, faceless and indistinguishable. Cursed in the … Continue reading Inextricable You

The Neighbors

  The walls are wearing thin. I can hear the neighbors. Listen to them talk, and fight, and fuck. Every word. Verbatim. Used to be so quiet here. No one around except us and our dreams and petty problems. Seems like the world showed up and moved in next door. I’d call the landlord and … Continue reading The Neighbors

This War

  Both sides in this war have angels. Both sides in this war have kings. Both sides in this war have heroes. Both sides will say anything. To break their foe and watch them suffer. Victory at any cost. No thought to what happens after, or how many lives are lost.   Both sides in … Continue reading This War

One More Day

  Give every word, not holding back one little thing. Give every breath, not seeking to conserve. Spend every effort, not even looking for a pause. Just want to make this dream come true. They gave us sawdust and called it “Wood.” They gave us stardust and called it “God.” They gave us ashes and … Continue reading One More Day

Bound in Binary

  “Would you change for me?” “No.” “Would you change for you?” “No.” Have I really changed for you in any way that I didn’t want to? I don’t understand you. I don’t understand us. I don’t even understand myself, but I’ll be sure to ascribe some higher moral motivation to my rationale and my … Continue reading Bound in Binary

Departures

  Insane place. Insane pace. The kingdom of the beaten down. Hope rides a long mortuary train and Faith lingers hesitantly on the threshold. How much more could we give to our sin? Could we give everything? Joy is a nation state, seized and conquered, or a fool’s proclamation. Driven to and fro. Birth, to … Continue reading Departures

Mental Health Monday – 10.31.22

#mentalhealthmonday#mentalhealthawareness Of dreams and nightmares. We sleep and we dream. Some of us remember our dreams in vivid detail, real memories of alternate lives lived in other places and times. Others believe they do not dream, though most do, merely lacking recollection. Still others, dream lucid dreams, walking the pathways of their subconscious as you … Continue reading Mental Health Monday – 10.31.22

Winter’s Comin’

  Let a little bit of that old hate go. Let some peace settle in, like the first deep snow. If you break a little bit and the tears do flow, that’s okay, we know that’s just the way it goes. I’ve been worrying a lot for you. Don’t have many friends and I’ve lost … Continue reading Winter’s Comin’

Life in The Clouds

  I’ve been coming down from so many different clouds. Waiting for my feet to touch the ground. Wonder if there’s anyone around. Clouds follow me down to Earth, shrouding my return and my rebirth. Try again. Anything worth doing once is worth overdoing. Out of the corner of my eye I catch them moving. … Continue reading Life in The Clouds

All Eventual Men

  Winding in and out. Trying to find a way. No longer a student, broke from the pathway long ago. Under the struggle and strain, the two directions do divide. No commitment to the end, take both at the same time. All eventual men live and die by the choices that we make. So perfectly … Continue reading All Eventual Men