Breathing in, exhale. waiting for the pain to stop. The line to break. The drugs to kick in. Then crashing down, like a waterfall. Never a more instant rush, the intravenous, in exchange for the oral. Only to assuage the pain that's really there; a temporary system. Learning how to self medicate at a … Continue reading Antihistamine
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The Mountain
So high up, the air is thinner. The wind blows almost constantly. My bitter friends, my ravaged ego, left below many miles ago. Still ascending; all there is up here is the mountain, the sky and what I've left behind. The bitterness, the disappointment, that dogged me in my life. The Octopus, the … Continue reading The Mountain
Love – Dead – High
So much for us, this has been a wondrous torture. Too much for us maybe it always was, but we never quit, never stopped delving deeper, unfettered, into the endless story. Counted on me to be the one who makes us sorry. Apologise again, but it's too late now. We just keep on going … Continue reading Love – Dead – High
Bastards
No cover, no bigger rush. No other, so much for this shit. There lies the favor, love her or hate her, here is your saviour; shrouded in malcontents. Sit and wonder how I stand, what I've done with my own hands. Draw out this distorted love, where is the one that I dream of? … Continue reading Bastards