Plugged in. Engaged. The sound of the system's whine as it powers up. Disconnect. Power down. The high pitched, almost imperceptible sound of a powered device gives way to true silence and I can hear rain falling, wind blowing. Solitary sounds, on a solitary night. The storm becomes a veil between the individual and … Continue reading Solitary Disconnect
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Redundant Life
Dropped out - Ground down So proud - Now loud unbound. I've come - Gone long - Singles suffer. Now one from none and no other. Building bridges just to burn, afraid you'll have to wait your turn, because it takes time to fuck it up right. Holy and heathen - feeding the … Continue reading Redundant Life
Again I Go Away
It seems that I might never find another way, than this cold dark life that I myself designed and when she looks, I turn and walk the other way; forsaking all I love, but she don't mind. It might never make a difference to you, but it does to me. I've walked away from … Continue reading Again I Go Away
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This blindness must mean something I can't see; the words I can't speak as I beg you to hear me. HG - 2000-2005
Asleep
Asleep on a bed of broken glass; no ease, no dreams, no rest, no ass - alone- Cursed to sleep in my solitary prison. Better here dead, than there and living, at least there is the virtue of somnambulism, to sleep, yet body moving; mind left un-arisen. Essence left and no more presence, dry out … Continue reading Asleep
Dead and Gone
Not confined by fine lines, or small minds. A precious few can share into this solitude. Keep the company of demons, ghosts and angels. From dreams to death, I tempt inherent danger. Up and down - I still stick around. Dead or driven - fool or clown. Emaciated in this living coffin, life lived … Continue reading Dead and Gone
Alien
Feeling more alien than human, so far removed from who I am. An explorer in a sea of endless life and dying. Living as I go. Oh, I feel alive, though not in any way I've ever known. This world shows so much, not all of it beautiful. The face plant, the soft touch; alive, … Continue reading Alien