Of Brilliant Moments

I am more myself than ever, back up on the horse again. Seeing the endless possibilities stretching out like fields of stars before me. I can see each individual moment and where it leads. My mind is ready finished preparations, for its purpose,        its moment. For every idea possible is a human light, waiting … Continue reading Of Brilliant Moments

As I Am

A slouched man sits defeated      at a table all alone his back weighted with pounds                        of closeted skeletons. A woman walks across the scene                 no looks are given                 no one knows her name                 she knows not where she goes. A child plays and laughs                 with shining eyes                 … Continue reading As I Am

All The Mother

Return of the darkness to soils of being. Desecration, madness resulting. The maker of sin, now morals are gone again.                 Feelings left, now roots are wilted.                 Killed the leaves begin to fall.    Our Sun's madness            drains the life                      from our sacred ground.   HG - 1995-2000

Death of a Way of Unliving

And so it begins, as one of me dies another takes its place. As torn limbs and loves      grow stronger amidst my own demise. I wandered through the ruins,    trying to descry what I had been. Here and there   a shaded memory  survives. I know if I disturb them        they'll dissolve. … Continue reading Death of a Way of Unliving

What it is to be Alive

Movement in my cells. Blood in my veins. Breath in my lungs, from my balls to my tongue; a feeling I cannot tame. So this is what it's like to be alive. A biological enigma, nurturing  this stigma, 'til the motions in the muscles stop and I die.   Thoughts race through my mind. Emotions … Continue reading What it is to be Alive


A slow shift, back and forth from consciousness.                 Drifting further on now reverse and still. Kept as is.                 The sleep is here. Away and flow                 sliding back no gravity to hold. Close the eyes,                 the motion is in sleep.   HG - 1995-2000