The glaring lights
of days long past
still blind my eyes
when I look back,
and every waking hour
conjures a ghost.
My past regrets
are not good-byes.
I can’t forget,
I can’t excise
the memories
of those I loved the most.
Slip me in
to an unrepentant coma.
Let me sleep
and wake again in Summer.
Even the minor breaks
aren’t enough to get me through.
I started off better than most
and worse off than a few.
Here I am,
sweating out another yesterday.
My only hopes
lie in tomorrow.
all I can do now is pray,
and hide from my memories.
HG – 2019
Well written 🙂
Thank you!