Contemplate
the everyday,
come and fade away,
in the light reborn.
Have a heart,
for endlessly
exploding galaxies
shower us now.
I don’t remember
a time unlike this one I’ve known.
Trust is just
a memory.
I’m losing what I’ve known I’ve done
in to the wind.
Just a chance
for me to regain
all those things I wish I’d known.
Run away
from innocence.
Divided on my own accord.
Trust in just an endless lie.
A smile pulls back
on rows of teeth,
shaper than
my ability
to run from all that I have done.
I’ll learn to live.
Somehow in
this fading day
I’ll reach up to the Sun
and reclaim
my ailing ways
from the eyes of the smiling lie.
Memories;
they’ll always fade
and pain will still remain.
The body heat,
the savagery,
of love and lust and blood.
I will exist.
I will exist.
I will exist.
I will exist.
HG – 2018
