I don’t think in grey.
My clothes tend towards the storm,
but my mind is lit
with vibrant colors.
In my eyes
the sky is blue,
the robin’s egg,
the crystal clear
lakes of my youth.
The line that stands
upon the streets
for order
and the borders
of the memories I have
of days removed.
I perceive in green
and no,
it is not envy
that lends me to my land,
my Earth, my garden,
my verdant inner forest.
I disappear there,
blending in
with the trees
and the tall grasses
and the undergrowth.
Home to us,
our breath,
our fresh air,
our misty morning,
sprung up
to cool the headstrong.
That is where
chameleon turns
to red blood rushing,
face flushed
and heart pumping to bursting.
Horizon line drawn
and even dusk can burn.
Fire light,
snap and hiss and pop;
our ancestors speaking.
Red balloon,
Fire truck,
and too soon;
the debt collector.
Currency.
Time is money.
Then to the flowered fields
and the maelstrom of vibrance.
How is life
not to anyone,
a kaleidoscope
of emotions,
sensations
and color?
A titillation of synesthesia.
To taste a color,
to see a sound,
to hear emotion
crying out in silent proclivity.
An amazing
and fecund world
that never once asks
to be justified.
Slate Grey.
Charcoal Grey.
Gunmetal Grey.
These are stone and steel,
but they are choices,
not experiences.
Not life to be lived,
but vigilant protectors.
No,
I don’t see in shades of grey;
I see fire,
I see ice
and the coming dawn
painting the sky.
HG – 2018
Beautiful heart of a poet … my favourite so far!
This is a wonderful poem, so thought provoking and insightful!
Our magazine cover star, Jack Coulter, is an abstract expressionist artist with synesthesia and his paintings are immense (so much so that Matt Healy, Mumford and Sons etc own his paintings). It’s so fascinating as he paints what he sees when he hears music! Here’s a little intro article if you want to know more: https://ninetyfourmagazine.com/2018/02/27/94-presents-cover-star-jack-coulter/