This is just another trick
being played on you.
You were never meant
to know the truth.
It’s possible
this joke is killing you,
but you’re the one
that wanted to play, too.
The devil always gets his due.
You’re begging for someone
to let you out.
Yet you’ve got the key
in your mouth.
Not sure what you’re
always complaining about;
you know what will follow,
if you swallow,
this is all just heading south.
Always complicating
such a menial existence,
as you try and make believe
you’re from the stars.
You’re just another
jaded lover
of some other
newborn sucker.
Dust to dust,
or just some ashes in a jar.
Oh, you’ve come so far.
I’ve never asked you,
what you think the point of life is?
I’m just showing you how
to turn it around,
so I can slip the knife in.
I’m a specter and a shadow,
you’re the sheep
and I’m the wolves.
You were never meant to get there,
caught up in the push and pull.
Taught to never talk to strangers,
yet you bought what you were sold.
Think you’re cool and on the inside,
but you’re locked out in the cold;
and sold your soul.
So you could watch me
make you disappear
and hear
me whisper “You’re so special.”
in your ear.
I think I can smell the fear.
Now you realize,
too late, I’m afraid;
the joke is always told at your expense.
Now run along
and show your wounds
to all your little friends.
Tell them how you’ve been a victim,
plead for mercy with your tears;
I think you’ll find
you’re quite alone out here.
Now, let me make myself perfectly clear;
You-
Are my toy and my plaything.
You-
Will never have anything.
You-
Exist at my pleasure.
I-
Am all things that you treasure.
You-
Are my slave and my toy.
You-
Are mine to destroy.
You-
Don’t exist without me.
I fed you the shit you believe.
Now get on your knees.
HG – 2016
Wow, read this several times and it just makes me shiver. Really like this one in a strange way that I can’t explain. There is an odd familiarity.
This was one of those dark ones that just kind of slips out. I never know what I’m going to write when I sit down; sometimes it’s one thing, sometimes another. Lately though, I’ve been trying to really flesh out the idea of whatever the subject turns out to be, to really drive the narrative and push the emotion and make the work as unambiguous as possible. Even evil has a creative side.