It seems that I might never find another way,
than this cold dark life that I myself designed
and when she looks,
I turn and walk the other way;
forsaking all I love, but she don’t mind.
It might never make a difference to you,
but it does to me.
I’ve walked away from everyone,
even myself – that has made what you see.
So say good-bye
one last time,
the game is over,
I’ve said my lines.
It ain’t easy
to see your eyes
as I walk away.
Dry the face – in my haste – I am laid low,
’cause I live in the place where the pain goes.
She takes blame, just the same,
still she don’t know;
love in this life ain’t easy
when you’ve already died inside.
don’t worry about me.
I’m running today,
I’m setting her free from me.
Thought it didn’t matter,
took a chance and I was wrong,
she said she could go no faster,
I guess she knew all along;
that this bitter son of anger
couldn’t live in light forever.
Never love this life together,
cause in time it all falls apart.
I couldn’t stay,
so I’ll say
Sorry for wasting your time.
HG – 2000-2005