So wrong – So right – Never mattered
in any scheme I’ve ever been a part,
adds another facet to the shard
stuck in my heart.
Begged forgiveness,
but good and evil just melted away.
In this rush – I am hushed,
there’s so little left to say.
Need friends – the company of demons
wearing thin.
A better end – The mask of living
this way lifts – shows through the skin.
My hollow eyes,
craving another to look deep inside.
Living disguise,
following me from dream to demise.
Suspended up above all that I used to be.
Something new comforts me – always abused, you see.
Abstain and live on,
until leprous body finds love.
My spirit remains
below, while I drop from above;
into endless suffering.
Sick on everything.
It’s just like they said,
it will leave you dead.
HG – 2000-2005
