Long nights and daydreams,
a mind stretching past
all sensation.
Pass off this consequence
as just one more aggravation
now annoying
this young man.
Out the heathen’s
healing hands.
God is not here – not there,
no face, no hope, no fear,
must find it otherwhere.
Hidden holiness
is rising to ridiculous,
so fucking obvious and diluted.
Told lies in confidence,
your eyes betrayed,
your mind polluted.
Up my mind made – to the horror.
Don’t hear – don’t speak – don’t love
unless it’s pure – hedonism.
Execute – corroded – impair
open your mouth and taste my wisdom.
Delicate reality shattered and smashed,
sensibility sensing our cheque has been cashed.
Otherwhere – not there
Don’t have it.
I don’t care.
Divinity sold as the pills your kids take,
the powders they smoke
and the dragons they chase.
I agree we’re all losing,
I know it’s all fake.
Where is the life?
All there is is the taste.
Defeated – unwound – too proud.
Meaning in loud and sound.
Dreaming – undead – don’t care
find my life otherwhere.
No hope – no face – no fear – no race
God is not here – some other place.
HG – 2000-2005
