Can I dare to believe
she’s for real?
I usually do without thinking,
but this ain’t no third rate job
that I can walk away from;
this is the core of my being!
If she’s lying,
what went wrong?
Should have known all along,
but devil knows I can be strong.
Is it me?
The ever -doubter.
Is it her?
Or my projections
of my feelings;
faded, ugly.
People twisted all intentions, before,
does life really change people anymore?
First sign of bullshit
and I’m out the door.
(no wonder I’m alone…)
HG – 2001-2005
