No Wonder

Can I dare to believe

she’s for real?

I usually do without thinking,

but this ain’t no third rate job

that I can walk away from;

this is the core of my being!

If she’s lying,

what went wrong?

Should have known all along,

but devil knows I can be strong.

Is it me?

The ever -doubter.

Is it her?

Or my projections

of my feelings;

faded, ugly.

People twisted all intentions, before,

does life really change people anymore?

First sign of bullshit

and I’m out the door.


(no wonder I’m alone…)


HG – 2001-2005

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