You don’t have to,
but you will anyway.
It’s just the way you are.
Like the sun shine
when I’m ok with rain
I think of you and there you are.
I’m pretty sure that nothing I have done
qualifies me for a life with one
such as you,
you’re the whole world, it’s true.
Funny how I came from shitty places
I must have mumbled out some insane prayer
That God answered,
because He listens to the insane, I think.
So, He played a wonderful joke
and there you were!
Now, I feel inadequate.
No longer content just to die,
Something in me wants to be alive,
in a skin never more perfectly designed
to make war
and now God asks me to do more?
I hope He’s keeping score,
because He wasn’t before.
I am now the redux.
I must have asked for you
and hit all the right notes.
You’re the sun when I’m OK with rain,
proof that God listens to the insane.
HG – 2015